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last night night was pretty much fun...

i had SOBER fun with laura... yes... you heard right

SOBER= LAURA PENDERGAST

yes.. yes... there was dancing at the cowboy and amy flashing my famous

 (this is not mine by the way)

and

 (these are not mine either obviously)

but yea! there was a chick in a

talkin

(what belongs in here)

and her exit remark was

soooo we go back to cliffs and random ppl toke it up

and eventually end up back at the pendergasts house to pass the

out!

-this has been a party night production of Mel

thank you very much!

ps... comment !

graduation is today....

                      ......and not what i thought it would be like when i was little

not to mention my younger sister is being childish and selfish, wanting tonight to be "her night" with friends not thinking about how its the families night for me!

UGH! children..

(no this is not my sis but this pic reminds me of how my sis thinks shes SO big and she's just a child)

SOURCE ONE: Death from inhalant abuse can occur after a single use or after prolonged use. Sudden sniffing death (SSD) may result within minutes of inhalant abuse from irregular heart rhythm leading to heart failure. Other causes of death include asphyxiation, aspiration, or suffocation. A user who is suffering from impaired judgment may also experience fatal injuries from motor vehicle accidents or sudden falls.

SOURCE TWO: High concentrations of inhalants also cause death from suffocation by displacing oxygen in the lungs and then in the central nervous system so that breathing ceases.

SOURCE THREE: Other irreversible effects caused by inhaling specific solvents

• Hearing loss - toluene (paint sprays, glues, dewaxers) and trichloroethylene (cleaning fluids, correction fluids)

• Peripheral neuropathies or limb spasms - hexane (glues, gasoline) and nitrous oxide (whipping cream, gas cylinders)

• Central nervous system or brain damage - toluene (paint sprays, glues, dewaxers)

• Bone marrow damage - benzene (gasoline).

SOURCE FOUR: About 22% of those who die from huffing do so the first time they try it (Human Toxicology, 1989;8:261--269).
When huffing doesn't kill quickly, it damages the body each time--especially the brain. Huffing can cause memory loss, impaired concentration, hearing loss, loss of coordination, and permanent brain damage. Chronic use can cause permanent heart, lung, liver, and kidney damage as well.

SOURCE FIVE: Inhalants affect your brain. Inhalants are substances or fumes from products such as glue or paint thinner that are sniffed or "huffed" to cause an immediate high. Because they affect your brain with much greater speed and force than many other substances, they can cause irreversible physical and mental damage before you know what's happened.

Inhalants affect your heart. Inhalants starve the body of oxygen and force the heart to beat irregularly and more rapidly--that can be dangerous for your body.

Inhalants damage other parts of your body. People who use inhalants can lose their sense of smell; experience nausea and nosebleeds; and develop liver, lung, and kidney problems. Chronic use can lead to muscle wasting and reduced muscle tone and strength.

OK DO YOU GET IT NOW?! YOU ARE NOT INVINSIBLE BY ANY MEANS!

i miss florida so much...

i miss justin, and running up and down those stairs!

i'm determined to save up a couple hundred and go there by july